long day

well its been a long time since I have posted and a lot of things have happened.  I had a cousin that pass away at the age of 40 due to a drug overdose leaving behind 2 daughters ages 13 and 8. My heart breaks for those little girls. when will the world learn drugs are not the answer. well on a better note my daughter has joined our youth cheer leading and loves it. Things are a little too un-organized for me but its all about her not me. She was home sick all day today with a fever and stomach hurting her. felt very odd staying home from work I never miss work. I'll do any thing for my kids. I now need to do something for me. looking in the mirror at how much weight I have gained just makes me sick. My kids and family have to be embarrassed I know I am. My health it not good now with all these extra pounds. hopefully I will have better news next time I post. well thanks for listening.